Oh Paris, Je t’aime!

So after a quick trip home to do some laundry and re-pack my bag I was off to Paris for a couple of days on my way to Marrakesh (more on that later!). Paris is a city that I’ve been lucky enough to visit several times, both for fun and work but this is the first time that I’ve turned my photographer’s eye on my favourite city.

This time not only did I bring four (FOUR!) cameras but my sister (and rather willing model) also came along for the ride. In a few short days we walked from one end of Paris to the other, and back again. I truly love that city.

In a stroke of great timing I am currently taking an online course by the awesome Xanthe Berkeley on creating time capsules with photo slideshows and video (you should check out her videos on her site, they are inspiring!). Following Xanthe’s tutorials I was able to put together this little love letter to Paris.

Palm Trees Make Me Happy

Have I mentioned that before? About the palm trees? Well, it’s true. And it’s one of the great tragedies of my life that I find myself living a couple thousand kilometers from the nearest palm tree.

But palm trees are only one of the great things about Sydney. There’s also this:

And this

This is the 3rd time that I’ve been lucky enough to visit Sydney. Even though I’m here for work I’ve been lucky enough to have a few days to explore around. Even luckier is the fact that it poured rain each of the 3 days of meetings but the sun shone on me during my free days.

Today I walked the coast between the beaches of Bondi and Bronte

Then, like a native Sydneysider I spent some time reading in the shade of a palm tree. Happy girl.

Pieces of Me

I am lucky to have found a great community, or several communities, really, of photographers online. Every day I am inspired and encouraged and supported and frankly blown away by what these “photo friends” of mine are doing. This year, along with my 365 project I’ve been invited to play along with projects that are being hosted by some of these amazing photographers.

{in the picture} is one of those projects.

I first came across the work of Urban Muser Christy on Instagram. She has a fantastic knack for shooting street portraits of strangers on the New York City subway. At some point I came to learn that Christy is also a really talented and creative self portrait photographer. What Christy can do with an iPhone is nothing short of amazing. I was thrilled to have one of my own selfies featured in her Muse University post on self portraits for Mortal Muses. All that to say that I’m so pleased that Christy has created the {in the picture} self portrait project and community and I’m really excited to be part of it.

As part of {in the picture} I’m committing to take at least weekly self portraits over the year.

This is interesting to me for a few reasons. First, I like the thought that I will have a series of self portraits to look back on at the end of the year. I like the fact that I won’t just be documenting how I see the outside world but also how I look and how I see myself. Also, I have lots of ideas for self portraits and having a weekly commitment to do one will hopefully give me some extra motivation to put these ideas into practice. The two photos above are examples of that. I’ve been meaning to do a self portrait double-exposure on Polaroid since Meghan taught me how at Camp. I love the ghostly effect of the image. As well, I’ve been meaning to get out and shoot that path in its winter glory and when I got there I just KNEW that I had to take some selfies framed in those trees (fortunately there weren’t *too many* dog walkers out!).

So back to {in the picture}. This month’s theme was “pieces of me”.

I think it was a perfect theme for January. We’re just starting into the year and what better way to start (or re-start) a self portrait exploration than by revealing pieces of ourselves to the lens.

Maybe just a tiny sliver…

… then a bit more

And because I can never resist a colourful prop…

So thanks again to Christy for {in the picture}. I’ll be playing along all year and sharing my selfies here on the blog once a month as part of the linky party. I invite you to check out Christy’s site and the other {in the picture} participants and if you’re so inclined we’d love for you to join in.

Love, Lost and Found

One happy bi-product of the photo workshops I’ve done with Tracey Clark is that I’m tuned to notice heart shapes. I take great delight in finding these symbols of love in everyday objects like his palmier.

On the theme of found love, this morning I’ve been reading through the book Missed Connections, Love Lost & Found by Sophie Blackall. It’s a book of illustrations based on Blackall’s blog. Over the past while she’s been creating lovely illustrations based the “Missed Connections” pages on Craigslist.

Each picture is a vignette that, as Blackall says, lets us experience “love, loss, and regret”.

But there’s also hope. She calls it “a hopeless sort of hope” and I suppose that it is. Someone strikes your fancy but you’re unable to act in the moment so you send your regret (and affection) out in the universe in a likely futile effort to recapture the moment and right your wrong. It’s a lovely and dreamy thing for a cold Sunday morning.

I mean, we’ve all had missed connections, right? The guy in the cafe that held the door open, smiled and held eye contact for just a beat longer than was necessary. The woman on the bus who kept glancing up while trying to appear concentrated on her book.

My most memorable missed connection was at a 54/40 concert at the Commodore Ballroom in Vancouver, sometime in the early ’90s. I was standing near the stage and I remember feeling someone very close behind me – so close that I was afraid his cigarette was going to burn my hair. I turned around and he said hi. He was blonde and gorgeous. He grabbed my hand and we snaked through the crowd to find another spot to watch the concert. He stood behind me with his arms around me as we swayed and sang to the music. It’s funny, I don’t remember talking with him… Maybe we were just enjoying the music and figuring we could get to know one another after the concert was over. Unfortunately we never got that opportunity. As the concert was ending a fight broke out just in front of us. I hated bar fights and moved quickly to get as far away from it as I could, splitting from my fellow music lover in the process. My friends found me before I could find him. Allison was recovering from wisdom tooth surgery and was in no mood to wait around while searched. I reluctantly followed them out of the club and rode home daydreaming of my missed connection and the way he sang in my ear.

Have you had a missed connection?

Now. There’s no looking back.

It may sound crazy, given what I just said about the Abundance of work and other stuff in my life right now but I have decided to commit to a 365 Project for 2012. Now, you may remember that I started a 365 back in June on my birthday. Reality is that I abandoned that sometime in August or September. Oh well. Now is the time to begin again.

I’m doing the 365 (or 366 since 2012 is a leap year!) both as a way to improve my photography and as a way to honour my commitment to create. Plus, it’s on the Life List and it’s never a bad thing to check those off! I am going to give myself a bit of a break though. I will be using a combination of cameras (digital, iPhone, Polaroid) and while my plan is to post *somewhere* every day (Instagram, Flickr), I’ll try to post at least weekly here on the blog.

This year I am also buoyed by friends who have launched their own 365s and by others who have completed theirs (or at least the first one).

And with that, here are days one (below) and two (above). No looking back now.

2012′s Word of the Year

Last year, for the first time, I chose a word for the year. I loved the idea of choosing a word that could help to guide me, consciously and unconsciously, through the year. And I believe that it did.

My word for 2011 was Open and as I looked back on my year I couldn’t help but agree with my friend Heidi that I was certainly open to adventure through the year.  I also think that in 2011 I let my heart lead decisions more than ever before. I chose to seize opportunities, despite feelings of discomfort and insecurity (or sometimes BECAUSE of the discomfort and insecurities they raised). This payed off huge and made for a year that was rich in experiences and friendships.

While last year’s word came to me after just a bit of reflection, when it came time to choose my word for 2012 I was a bit stumped. Fortunately the magic of Twitter brought Amy Palko and her goddess readings into my life (yep, I’m fully embracing the woo woo here and I don’t care who knows it!). Amy sent me a lovely e-mail with my reading and suggested a few words for me to think about.

The word Abundance jumped out at me and while I resisted it at first (it seemed a little arrogant or presumptuous or something to choose Abundance) in the end I realized that it is my perfect word for 2012.

So, Abundance.

And no, I do not plan to make 2012 about an abundance of candy!

There are two main reasons behind choosing Abundance as my word in 2012.

As I’ve written about here and here I have big plans for 2012. Actually it’s a big WANT. The thing with WANTing something this badly is that it can lead to focusing on what I don’t have. The WANT can take over. As I go through this year I want to keep one eye on my hopes and dreams for the future and one on the Abundance that currently exists in my life. I don’t want to get lost in the WANT and lose sight of how rich and full my life is just as it is.

The flip side of Abundance for me is about remembering my priorities this year in the face of many demands on my time and attention. My work situation seems to be changing. In some ways the change is welcome. After 3 years of being quietly sidelined into projects that for the most part were neither very important nor very challenging, my new boss seems to have recognized my skills and wants to put them to use on high-profile and complex projects. While it feels good to stretch a little and to feel valued, I can also feel myself getting consumed by the work. One of the things that the situation over the past three years gave me is the opportunity to discover what I love and who I am apart from my job. I value these lessons and have often said that I must find a way to hold onto them. As interesting as a job can be, I don’t want to go back to living for mine. So this year, in addition to the reminder to Create that adorns my wrist, my word will serve as a reminder to balance my life and remember my priorities in the face of an Abundance of demands and pressures.

What’s your word for 2012 and how do you plan to invite it into your life?

Twelve for Eleven

2011 was a pretty great year. I travelled, I Unravelled, I made new friends online and off and I sought to connect with my world with a renewed sense of wonder and gratitude. Photography was a huge part of all that, just as it’s become a huge part of me. Here are the 12 photos that sum up my 2011.

In January I travelled to South Africa, spent a LOT of time on a bus, met up with a lovely friend, and celebrated the beauty and abundance of the universe.

In February I signed up for my second course with Tracey Clark and did some dabbling in self portraiture.

In March I went wandering in search of some photogenic scenery.

In April I got to meet beautiful baby Madison and take her picture.

By May 15th, just when we thought Spring would never come, the tulips were FINALLY beginning to bloom.

In June I was my own muse.

In July I fell deeply in love with Polaroid and captured my two favourite blondies with my SX-70. *sigh*

In August I said goodbye to an old friend and hello to a new one. SHINY!

In September I embraced the everlasting Summer weather with a picnic in the park and some Polaroid 600 film.

In October I found the sweet spot, both in my borrowed Lensbaby and among my Camp Sisters.

In November I made a wish on 11.11.11 with a community of wishers.

In December I celebrated joy and magic with people I love.

How are you remembering 2011 and looking ahead to 2012?